today was great. woke up, got ready, picked kerri up around 8:30. headed to islip. stopped at my g-ma's to pick up something for her. my aunt calls and says danny is gna drive us over on his boat so we didn't have to spend money on the ferry. so we drive to dans house, tell him whats going on, then went down to the dock. daddy dropped us off and we waited for dan. felicia came which made me happy =] i haven't seen her in like a year. then dan came, and we were off. daddy was driving like 958039458 mph, that was fun. looked at the amazing houses on the water. we headed to atlantique (aka fire island) and met up wit aunt nancy and grandma on grandmas boat. me and kerri went down to the beach and picked up shells and rocks it was cute. buut i cute my toe on a shell... =( then we went and got food. i got stuck wit a muffin b.c thats all i can eat =[ then dan and felicia came over. then gma and my aunt. we ate, then went back to the beach. went in the water for like 2 min b/c it was just wayy too cold. we came out and layed in the sun. kerri and i literally talked like allllll dayyyyy looong. it was insane. so about 1ish we went back to the boat to have some lunch. did that, then went in the bay wit flea. kerri got her first experience being bitten by a crab =] yayy! then lauren and kristen came over wit their family on their boat so we went down to the beach wit them. went in the water on their like fake surf board. literally almost died on that thing. got sucked under and thrown into a pile of sand. yay for fire island. everyone got out but me and kerri. we stayed in the -40 degree water for an hour. then kristen and lauren came and got us. lol. we didn't realize how cold we were until we got out and couldn't feel the buring hot sand. so we went on the playground =] and took pictures. it was a good time. we were suppoed to take the ferry back to bay shore at 3:30, but then we were gunna go wit lauren and kristen. and then we were gna go have dan bring us back. then grandma and aunt nancy decided to go home? so dan drove gma's boat back to bay shore. pheww that was rough. so we drove back to my grandma and grandpa's house, changed and stuff, then daddy went to go bring us to the church. but of course, he had to lock the keys in the car. THIS IS MY LIFE! lol so we tried to use the antena to get the door unlocked? then we got a hanger and went to the church. introduced kerri, then broke up into 'small groups.' we did it outside today =) that was fun. i was wit nellie, rachel, kerri, liz and katie. had our talks, did bible stuff, all those good things. then we were off to A&W. rode wit nellie, erik and kerri. got there, got the food, and sat wit my 'small group'. they we're all making fun of me b/c i couldn't eat and my lips are swollen ='( i don't like braces. so that was fun, took like 45 min to eat a sandwich and fries. no fun. then went back to the church and hung out in the parking lot like all the cool kids do =) had a good talk wit erik. aww. tried to figure out about 'liz's fiesta' haha can't wait! and talked to everyone. then about 10ish, we left. drove back to hauppauge, dropped kerri off and came home. so now i'm sitting talking to a bunch of people, trying to figure out plans for tomorrow. laterr <3
x0 dare 2 dream: thank you for an outrageously awesome day :o)
--love ya kerri!

Lifeg0esoN x: sluts bother me. they should all... slut together.
fall Int0 lust: sluts =  tooo much love
Lifeg0esoN x: its not even love... it's wild, sloppy sex =)
--liiiiz, you are just too cool!

Monday- woke up, feeling like crap. sneezing every 5 seconds. watched tvee for like 20 min, then went to the ortho. waited for 45 min. then got my braces on. the girl who was putting in the wire and the rubberbands, was like a new girl and they were training her. the rubberbands usually take what, 5 min? yeahh it took her at least 15 min. i felt bad for her but ya know, i was in pain. so she got my lip caught in the rubberband pincher thing. and my eye started to tear and my mom was like 'omg are you ok?' and the girl was sooo upset, i felt baddd. and she made the wire like 20 feet too long so it was poaking my cheek soo badly. so about an hour and a half, i got to leave. i saw sara =] so i came home, feeling ok. we stopped at carvel to visit danielle and get me a shake. then i get home, and it didn't feel too good. so i layed around all day. had mashed potatos and peas for dinner, yumm. then i went online, got 38 messages from liana =] LOVE YA! then talked to other people for a while. went to lena's around 8 wit diana, sky, kimmy and jenna. we played scategories for like 2 hours. haha it was crazyy fun. then ate brownies, bothered christina, then went back downstairs. played Dominos! it was s0o much fun!!!! elena was getting made b/c no one understand the concept :) haha. i'm telling ya, i wanted to make it turn. loser. so yea danielle picked me up at 11, came home, went online, went into my room and watched tvee till 12:30, then went to sleep. had to watch my boy meets world =] sweetdreams <3

tuesday- mom comes running in at 6:18 going 'KRISTINA MICHELLE! GET UP! SHES HERE!' i JUMPED outta bed, threw on whatever clothes were on the floor, grabbed my phone and ran out the door. i have no idea how long nancy was waiting out there, knocking on the door but i know i didn't hear it. i hate how my alarm never goes off. lol. so i get to garys, and the kids were sleeping. so i went to go to sleep and jess wakes up. i fell asleep till about 10ish when my phone was ringing. steph got up and they played grand theft auto for like 4 hours. i made them their cereal, and steph and i played uno. jess the called her 'friend' and shes going over there today. first time shes going over a boys house! and she likes him! =] it like made my day. so we picked out what she was going to wear and everything. then we went downstairs and drew and went on the computer. steph and i played 'hide the eggs' for a long time. it was so boring. lol. then they wanted lunch so i made then mac & cheese. yeahh chef kristina right? WRONG. i put the thing on high so it would cook faster, not a good idea. i'm sitting in the living room and i hear something. i walk into the kitchen and theres water all over the stove and floor, should i have kept the lid on? opps. so i cleaned it up and put it as low as it could go. it turned out pretty good. hehe. so me and jess ate that and steph had this frozen pb&j thing. so we hung around, played video games and worked out their 'playdates'. i've always wanted one of those. gary woke up and drove me home and here i am. in pain. i'm about to go get my nails done wit my mom so i'll write later. latorr.

i'm not spending another night home alone. so if i have to walk around outside for 3 hours, so be it. i'm not sitting in this house. someone call to do something, but nothing that involves money, i'm broke.

Thursday- dud the usual nothing all day. i did honestly spend 3 hours trying to get my Sims to work. Jenn & jimbo treated me to pizza. got ready, and headed to islip yet again. went to church, sat wit katie and nellie. went to choir for an hour. went to starbucks wit nellie, katie, rachel and quinn. went to amy's after. hung around wit katie, amy and ginns (aka Erica). went into the hot tub. then katie and amy got out. ginns & i  decided were inventing x-ray vision and 'abercrombie and bitch' shirts b/c we're too poor for the real thing. then we went inside and listened to music for a good 2 straight hours. then i asked aim if we could play the usual disney DDR. or course, we did =) then about 3:30ish, we went to watch 'drumline'. amy literally kicked katie out of our bed and so katie left. then we put 'where the heart is' on. ginns then joined our bed. we watched like a 1/2 hour of the movies and went to sleep. goodnight <3

Friday- at about 7am, amy & i wake up shaking b/c we were soo cold from the AC. so we made julie get us a blanket. we slept until 11. got up, ate cereal, went on the computer, listened to music. then we went into amy's swampy, green, leafey, buddy, 1/2 food deep pool to empty out all the shit. it took me a while to get in. we bucketed out a little, then got sick of he smell & got out. me, aim and ginns walked to shell and spent $15 on candy and sunflower seeds =]. came back, and ate it. katie left around 3. we then made water balloons and set up the slip n' slide. played on that for a while. then decided to go out. tried to do our hair for a long time, then gave up. we were just too gross. ginns' mom picked us up and dropped us off at gino's. then we walked  and met up wit andrew (aka benj) and matty. we walked to the school and played ultimate frisbee for a while. then swang on the swings. then played again. we walked benj and matty hom. we walked back to gino's and ate pizza. then sat on a bench and waited for mrs. hereth. drove us back to aim's to get my stuff then drove me all the way home. thanks for the great day aim & ginns! so i get home, and find out my computer is broken. i was upset so i went into my room and played video games. went across the street to let ally out becayse the beltrani's left today for their cruise! so it's now 12:26 and i think i'll go to bed. goodnight <3

saturday- woke up, got ready and went to the lacrosse party at little africa. hung out on the beach wit elena, nicole, diana, sara, kaitlin and ana. then ate food. played volleyball for like 5 min wit lena, dee, sara, ana and kate. then swam wit lena ad taled. got the 'gag gifts' from the captins. the coaches made speeches, gave awards and handed out folders wit a ton of stuff in them. gave out our secret sister gifts, i got a cute shirt, are dessert and then lef. and driving home, i saw a car run over a chipmunk. lena and i got very upset. i came home, showered, got ready and drove to islip, yet again. me and mommy got to rachels, said hellp and talked. sat wit rachel and her parents, nellie, chris, mommy, dady, kristen and alyssa. ate food and talked from 4-9. katie and lizzy came in and out every so often. erik & his girlfriend came at one point. before we left, chris invited me nellie and rachel to the mets vs. yankee game for tomorrow! wooo!!! i got nellie's password for her comp b/c i neeeed a computer. now i have to vacuum her car =P. then mommy and i left. came home and saw the door wide open. mom was like 'stay here, hold my purse' so i'm sitting in the car, breathing sooo loud and shaking. mom came out and said everything was fine, i prob just forgot to lock the door. FYI, i clearly remember locking it. so i came in, let ally out and fed her, cleaned my room and went online. it's now 12:12 and i need to get up at 8, so maybe i'll go to bed. goodnight <3

sunday- woke up, showered, fed ally, left at about 9:15 and went to islip for the 13th time down that road in one week. dad dropped me off at rachels, i wished liz a happy 16th birthday! nd said hello to the fam. then we were off to babylon trainstation. found chris and got on the train. talked the whole way and got to penn station. went on 3 different subways b.c that was the 'fun' way. hah. came out of the tunnel and saw 'Yankee Stadium!' it was awesome. got a mighty kids meal from mcdonalds and went to the stadium. went to get my bag checkedfor $5? no, i stuffed everything into nellie & rachels bags. but, i ended uo losing those $5 anyway. sat down in like the 1st seat for a while b/c not a lot of people were there. i'm just looking around and i head 'Jeter!' i look on the field and he was like right there!! it was mindblowing. then we went into our seats. not bad, 2nd floor. the game started and jeters 1st hit, homerun. next after him was gary shefield, #11, and homerun! then next was #13, alex rodrigue. and it was funny b/c i say to daniell 'they should call him a-rod b.c we call diana D-Rod'. i look around and everyones shirt says 'A-Rod' and me and danielle were talking about that before. ditz much? after him was #55, Matsui. (yeah thats all i know) jeter gets up again, homerun! it was just so great. Josè's family was there for the 1st time, they just escaped from Cuba. he had an amazing pitching game, but then he got hurt and had to get taken out. finally, danielle and i got out cotton candy. it was the 8th inning, bases loaded, score it 4-1 yankees, and Matsui steps up to the plate. he struck out everytime. outta no whre... GRAND SLAM! yeaahhhh it was amazing! everyone left b/c they knew yankees were gunna win. oh man, great 1st yankee game.. bonus! SUBWAY SERIES! =] so we left, took the subway to penn, chris and rach ate. got on the train and talked the whole way back. went back to rachels for some birthday fun. i watched everyone eat lobster. it was s0o funny. then just dove right in. ray & liz's aunt is literally wacking the claw wit a hammer. hahaha the juice and yucky stuff was EVERYWHERE. we ate for like 20 min, nonstop. layed on the ouch wit nellie, liz, liz, and rachel. then ate cake, i mean 'dead rat' riiight liz? her hurr. ahah. it was like 9ish and danielle and i were dead, so we came back to hauppauge. took a shower and watched 1/2 of madeline. went online, talked a bit, and now danielle's sleeping so i'm stuck in my room. i've had an exausting day so i'm making it an early night. it's 11:29, so i'm going to bed. braces come on in the am =(.. sweetdreams <3

ahhhhhh only 5 more days and its more of best friend bonding <3 got a hectic 4 days wit that chick. cannot wait! love yaa

tuesday- did nothing all day, yet again. decided i probably should get this parenting thing over with, so i put the batteries in the baby. that was probably the highlight of my day. all i did watch tvee and come online. i spent a good 3 hours trying to make a new journal, it didn't work. i talked to a bunch of people online, fond out some interesting news from potter, but can't decide if it's right. lol changed like all the plans me and liz made the day before, hah. actually no, just one night. lol so yea i'm unbelievably excited about that. then about 3ish, i decided to get up and shower and clean. i started getting ready and ate dinner and me and danielle were off, wit the baby of couse. we were on our way to islip, how odd. hahaa. got to the trinity softball game, amy comes running. tony and katie were there too. they made fun of my baby the entire time. then someone decides to say 'i think i'm queen of the fucking world' after THEY stormed away... yeahhh. found out other interesting news. whatever.... yeah so stayed after the game wit erik, quinn, amy, tony, nellie, chris, katie. hit some softballs, kinda. then headed home. came online, tried to make a new journal.. AGAIN. talked to some people and got off like 10:30ish. layed in bed and watched tvee, then went to sleep. goodnight <33

today- so the baby cried at 1:36, 3:52, 7:02 and 10:02. NOT FUN! so after 10, i just got up. i'm tired. i hope today i actually do something. i get to go to leadership today b/c i have no ride and chris said i'm filling in for katie cause she doesn't go. then mini golf @ 6. might sleep at Amy's tonight, or tomorrow. that should be fun. i'll probably go for a run today. so i'll write laterr <3

saturday- layed around in bed till about 2, when danielle got home. kerri came over to get her bike and yelled at me for still being in my pj's. then me and danielle decided to go get some taco bell. and someone put this horrible idea in her head that we should get the grande meal. yeaa 10 taco's and a mexican pizza. s0o, we go, order it and come home (while listening to some david crowder and reminising about last summer) we each ate 5 taco's and 1/2 the pizza while watching boy meets world marathon. can we say too much food!? i have no idea how we both ate that much. but we both couldn't get up from the couch. so its like 4:30 and we're leaving by 5. still hadda clean my entire room, take a shower, pack and get ready. so i finished by like 5:25 and we ran. went, got gas, ran to 7-11 because we were both dieing of thirst. bought 32 oz. of snapple, each. got daddy cards, and drove 95 mph to islip. got to the church by like 6:03, record timing. then, rachel drove me nellie and katie to bethpage while chris drove lauren and kristina. we were on our way to see david crowder!!!!!!!!! =) omg they are like my life. we saw them at DC and the were amazing. listened to them everyday since then. so it was like a 45 min trip and me and katie talked the entire way. got there, got in, saw we were like the only 'non-korean' people there. so some band played, burning tree projeckt. they were pretty, odd. lol so then david crowder came. oooommmggg. INCREDABLE! jumped, screamed & sang the entire time. katie and i held hands for one sad song, aww my bffl. so durning a few songs i called amy & alli cause they were "our songs" so it ended around 9:30ish. we went to CVS. then drove back to the church. then of course, we're hungry. so me katie nellie rachel and chris went to applebees for 1/2 priced appitizers. yummm. so again, i ate more than i could handle. ahah. then danielle drove me and katie to her house. we got there, went on the comp till about 2. she fought wit dana the whole time while on the phone wit kate mac, im like yeahh. she talked to a few of my friends, shes a psyco. then we went to sleep in her AMAZINGLY cool matching room. ITS ORANGE! ahhhh <33 it was great. well, it really took us like 1/2 hour to fall asleep because i wouldn't shut up. i just kept laughing.
"i pulled all of my eyebrows out and i was like huh, thats not normal."
"kristina, i'm gay." *grabs my hip*
kristina: "your nose looks like your teeth" katie: "well your face looks like your ass"
"i shit better now"
...o goodness it was a long night. haha. <33 you babe.

sunday- we both jumped outta bed at 8:50 realizing we have to be at church in 10 min. so we leave at like, 9:10. got there late, and sat wit nellie and rachel. then went to choir practice after.  talked wit matt quinn, rachel, nellie, katie and chris for a while after choir. then me and nellie drove rach home. we headed to grandmas house to help daddy with the boat. so me and danielle cleaned the boat, wiped off the cleaner, waxed it, wiped off the wax, waxed it again, wiped off the wax again. all in all, it took like 4 hours. grandma showed us some of her pictures from high school, it was the 1st time i felt like i was starting to get to know her. shes like "that one way gay, i dated that one, that one is dead now, so is that one, that girl had no friends" it made me laugh. so me and nellie decided to drive all the way back to hauppauge for an hour. of course, we stopped to get some checkers, yum. we need to stop eating. saw a carnival and wanted to go but it was the last day =(. so came home, layed around for about an hour, then drove all the way back to islip, which we just left and went to my aunts house. we layed on the hamock, swam kinda, and layed around. then ate dinner. layed around some more, it was about 10:15 when we left. came home, saw mommy for the first time since friday. dad came home from my aunts house, and we gave him his presents because daddy danielle and i were in islip all day. then i came online, talked to a lot of people, and went to bed about 11:30ish. goodnight <3

monday- woke up at 9, omg. took a shower, got ready, and headed to kims. her kerri and i made sandwiches, found an awesome cooler, mommy came and drove us to hoyt farm. we got there, played on the playground, and then ate the food. decided to go see all the animals (aka rosters, pig, cows, goats) and then walked to nowhere. got lost, and decided to split up. we all went in different directions and if we didn't find each other in 45 min, we hadda call. so im walking around and i thought i heard the cow. i'm like crap, i don't wanna have my adventure over already. then i see this beautiful pond wit lilly pads. so then i'm thinking its a swan. i look around and it was a frog! there were frogs everywhere! they were huge and looked like frogs that belong in the rainforest. then across the pond, i see about 7 turtles sitting on a log. i'm taking pictures like crazy, and again, i'm all alone. there were s0o many tadpoles and fish, it was just so cool. then all of a sudden, kim comes. so i showed her everything and told her i wanted to see the turtles. so being the dumbasses we are, we walk through the pond. we were knee deep in muck and water. but, we got there =) so i'm standing on a log out in the middle of the pond and the turtles left, i was upset. but then we hadda go find kerri, so we left and washed or legs & feet in the bathroom. kerri was sitting all alone, for an hour. then we brought her to the pond and walked through it again. then we washed off again, and went back to our picknick table. then we decided to get lost, again. so we all went in different directions. i'm walking on this well-astablished path when all of a sudden i see a little path. being me, i go on it. i'm about 100 feet into the woods and the path s.t.o.p.s. i was like shit. but i had already gone through s0o many thorn bushes and didn't wanna go back that way. so i just kept going straight, figured i'd get out eventually. then i saw a chipmunk. omg, cutest thing. so i finally get out after like 10 min and i come outta n.o.w.h.e.r.e and some guy kinda looked at me funny, and started asking me weird questions. thank god kim called, she had no idea where she was. so she screamed, and i followed her voice. kerri was right behind her. then being cool, i lead them back through 'my path'. it took us about 20 min b.c of all the thorns. we get out all cut up but it was worth it. then we hadda leave, thanks for the great day girls! then mommy took me to the orhtodontist, and i was gunna have to get the palid expander back in, buuut mommy fought and got me an oppointment for monday to get my braces on, so it didn't need to go back in. then we stopped at 7-11. i got my hot chocolate =). came home, came online, talked to people, talked to liz and figured everything out for when she comes =) then i took an hour nap. woke up, had dinner, and chilled the rest of the night. talked on the phone wit kerri and lizzy and cleaned my room. then lizzy called, and i talked to her for a while. i feel asleep at 12:30, i was tired. goodnight <3

now it's about 11 on a tuesday morning and i'm trying to find something to do today, i'll write laterr <3

thursday- it was a pretty good day. sky picked me up and we went to jenna's wit kimmy and nicole. studied for a little, ate some dip, me and nicole ate some cake. then sky and i left to go to the review at the school. we walked around to find out our grades on all the finals. math, i thought i did like amazing! yeahh right. geman i though i failed, got and 88! so then we went to the review, it was pretty bad, our teacher wasn't there and the other girl like can't teach. so we left to go walk around the school. we came back and learned nothing. then we left wit ryan dennis and aj. i watched them play hacky sack outside. then dennis drove me home. and i had my alone time at home for the first time in 3 1/2 months, it was GREAT. and it was thunderstorming so it was double GREAT. so i basically went online for 2 hours and blasted my music. then danielle came home and drove me and sky to the pizza place, ordered a pizza and she dropped us off at jennas. we waited for nicole for like and hour and decided to just go get the pizza. we brought it in the pool with us while we studied. it was raining like crazy and our papers were ruined. so we get out and nicole comes. we went downstairs and played a study game, w0o. lol. yeah then i scratched nicoles legs and stomach for a while, weirdo. then my mom came around 9:30. while i was outside waiting for her, i saw my first lighting bug! it's summer when you see the 1st lighting bug! i was happy. i came home, studied, and got to bed early. <3 goodnight.

friday- got up around 10, studied, showered, talked online, and went to school. found krissy, jenna, nicole, keri and kerri. walked around with jenna getting grades and stuff. found ryan dennis and kimmy. sat in the room, and started the regents. i was nervous as hell. it was an ok test. idk how i did though. so i took the bus home, being the only one on the bus besides the bus driver, that was fun. came home, came online for like 2 hours. talked to liz about 'my plan' that IS gunna happen. then got ready and went to the lacrosse dinner. hung wit the lax girls and ate dinner. then gary came to pick me up, and the kids came home. me jessica and stephanie were outside and jess SOAKED me and steph wit the hose. mind you that steph had a bathsuit, i had clothes. haha. so then i met gary's girlfriend. omg shes s0o0o sweet! i felt like they were finally a family. i had never seen stephanie soo happy to see someone. her name is either alyssa or melissa. but shes like the nicest lady i have ever met. so we went inside, the girls took showers, and i played uno wit steph. then we watched tvee, and went on the computer. i made them dinner and we went back downstairs. steph read dr. suess' "the foot book" to me at LEAST 12 times. i know that book by heart. but shes so cute trying to read, i love her. shes in kindergarten, and jess is in 4th grade. we went back upstairs to watch tvee and basically did that all night. steph showed me her first trophy, shes was so excited it was so cute! so they finally passed out around 11. i was watching 'phil of the future' for like 3 hours. then gary and ______ came home. he drove me home. i came in and talked to danielle from 12-1:30 about all the back stuff i've done that she didn't know about. hehe. then she told me all the stuff she's done. had a good time, thanks nellie! now i feel so much better having someone who knows all the stuff. hehe. and now i know, she WONT tell mom. so i finally got to bed around 2.

saturday, today- danielle woke me up at like 10, shes taking this sisterly bonding thing too far, hah. so we layed and watched rolie polie olie in my bed and then lizzy mcguire. i came online, talked a bit, told my KKK girls that we should wait for a nice day to go canoeing at blyndenburg. sorry kim and kerri =(. so now i have nothing to do tonight until 6 when i go to THE DAVID CROWDER CONERT and then SLEEPOVER AT KATIES! w0o0op! ima be alone all day, so feel free to stop on by.